Never before had I felt such a strong need to be away from everyone and everything. never before had I felt the need to be completely alone, in the dark, to exist but disappeared. No more chaos for my mind to create. Apathy. Numbness. Never before had I felt such a desire to be in the sanctuary of the mountains in my mind, where no thought travels frequently. Where everything is bliss, detached from the rest of the world. There is nothing here...nothing but the silent flowers, grass, trees and mountains. Oh so silent.